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Although I am not exactly sure what it was you heard. Most people say that I have not been around because I had lost my shit. To be honest, I am not sure if that was the case. I am sure that in the fall I took a good bit of LSD. That is acid. Usually I was alone. Also, I watched a lot of films and shows by David Lynch. It was great fun for a bit. 

At some point I went to Jail. Also you may know that I was depressed. Not my choice of words but I save the semantics. For several months I stayed in my apartment most of the time. After I got out of Jail I stopped drinking. Now I continue to pay rent for my apartment, but I spend the majority of my time at my girlfriend's house. She lives a block away. I do not like my apartment because it reminds me of hallucinations. Sometimes it reminds me of a time I thought I was trapped inside of a piece of wood. But that did not actually happen. I knew I was not really in the wood. Anyways.